Affectionately - Every Morning

I get up every morning
By myself
What the hell
I'm trying to figure out what to eat
Not trying to think about
How you're not the one I had

I need to be somewhere else
In a half an hour
But I need to get on my feet
I need to beat the heat
I need to shower
I need to think
I want to think
It's better to think about

How you're not the one I had in mind
You are the one that I think about
And it's crazy to even say it out loud
To myself, in my room, in my car
No one else can think about you the way that I do

I can't even think of a single word to say
I've been trying to get going all day
But that's dumb, I'm dumb
I didn't even think about

How I'm not the one I had mind
For you and every thing you do
For the way that you talk
And the things that you say
I don't care, I am yours
I don't care, I don't, I don't, I don't

I am lost in a world of a thousand different things
I have hopes, I have dreams
I have things that I want to believe
Now I believe that everything is what I need

Obviously